yawn...th0ugh slp al0ts...but still tat tired...t0day stay at h0me t0 r0t...c0z still havin headache...den bery tired ah...shag....tmr havin np...muz reach sk00l by 7am...h0pe i wun 0verslpt again...yupp...
plannin t0 d0 sth...but haben d0...h0pe t0 c0mplete by nxt week...yyeah...=))my n0se sun burn al0ts 0f skin c0me 0ut le sia...jialat le l0...bcumin m0re and m0re black lia0s...haas...juz crappin...mind is shut d0wn lia0s...wanna t0 slp le.....wanted t0 bl0g m0re de...tmr ba...
wishin up0n the stars...
h0wiwishtatthecampwillgoonforafewmoredaysdenn0wwillbehavinsupperandgonnato
belightsoffsoonhaastinkintoomuchle
iwantogetuoutofmystoryrealliiratherseeugettinurownhappinesscozlikttiwillgiveupeasier
thoughiamderetocareforuandconcernabtubutudoesntseemtofeeltatdonknoewadtodo
nothinmoretosaytiredshagandiamtoonaive
listenin ti my fav.rang wo zhao gu ni
(( _naive.ger_ ))
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Sunday, March 13, 2005
`x_camp
hmmm....6 m0re hrs g0nna t0 wake up f0r my camp...haas...here am i...n0t g0nna t0 slp yet...finalli...pack finsih all my stuff at 1130pm...yupp...g0t all tings ready...excited abt the camp? abt ba...n0 feelin? 0s0 abit ba...meetin ha0 tmr at 620...tat means 610 i muz get up lia0s....
will n0t be at h0me f0r 3 days...w0nderin whether will i enj0y the camp man...and my mum f0rce miie t0 bring medicine g0...haas...she put in a b0x f0r miie and place it at my c0m table...iy0...al0ts 0f t0ts f0r tiz campsia...fiz camp we are c0nductin...will it be fine? will dere be quarrel? all s0rts 0f questi0n c0min t0 miie...scare scare feelin...den saw my c0m de bag..l0ng tym neber g0 camp le...last camp was nati0nal camp 0r atc? yyeahs...s0 l0ng le..abt half yr ag0 de matter de....tym realli flies....and fly bery bery fast...cherish all the tym....
d0n feel lik slpin...d0n kn0e well...scare cann0t get t0 slp..juz lik tat tym de nc0 camp..the nite b4 i cann0t get t0 slp...t00 nerv0us abt camp le...t0t 0f th0se days till n0w ish lik...i habb changed s0 much...fr0m a sec 1 t00t t00t de change t0 a sec 4 ger lia0s...4 yrs in np...4 in sk00l...g000sh...fast...listenin t0 l0ts 0f s0ngs...wu ding f0r nite..t0t 0f p0p...haas...kute lil`ll kid at tat tym...
d0n kn0e wadx t0 say le...g0nna t0 sh0wer and r0t le...c0z n0b0dy 0nline t0 crab wibb...yupp...haas...recived msg fr0m yuan..askin miie t0 tk care...c0z i`m sick and habb s weak b0dy...t0uched...realli...i l0ve my gerfrdds l0ts....i d0...=))
-all d best t0 my fell0w squadmate....s0 fast...we`re nc0 le...tym flies...fiz tym preparing f0r a camp...can see tat we`re realli puttin in eff0rt f0r tiz...lik 0ur y0nglin...bery stress...th0ugh we d0 quarrel...but we`re still a squad...tings will be fine after the camp....h0pe everyting will be sm00th...den d0n kn0e dey will get t0 slp ma...y0nglin w0rse 0ne..sure wun get enuff slp de...haas...i wan t0 spend tiz 3 days wisely...c0z i kn0e it will pass bery fast...n0...is bery bery bery fast....d0n wan it t0 pass s0 fast man.... cherish the tym! 0ley squad!!!!!
0ley r0x!!!
-as f0r myself...still tat sad....yyup..listenin t0 the reas0n...hmmm...widh t0 tell u tat...budden d0n tink s0 much ba...enjoy myself at camp can lia0s...h0pe tat miie tiz failure wun cry durin tiz camp...yes...realli...
wishin up0n the stars.....
will n0t be at h0me f0r 3 days...w0nderin whether will i enj0y the camp man...and my mum f0rce miie t0 bring medicine g0...haas...she put in a b0x f0r miie and place it at my c0m table...iy0...al0ts 0f t0ts f0r tiz campsia...fiz camp we are c0nductin...will it be fine? will dere be quarrel? all s0rts 0f questi0n c0min t0 miie...scare scare feelin...den saw my c0m de bag..l0ng tym neber g0 camp le...last camp was nati0nal camp 0r atc? yyeahs...s0 l0ng le..abt half yr ag0 de matter de....tym realli flies....and fly bery bery fast...cherish all the tym....
d0n feel lik slpin...d0n kn0e well...scare cann0t get t0 slp..juz lik tat tym de nc0 camp..the nite b4 i cann0t get t0 slp...t00 nerv0us abt camp le...t0t 0f th0se days till n0w ish lik...i habb changed s0 much...fr0m a sec 1 t00t t00t de change t0 a sec 4 ger lia0s...4 yrs in np...4 in sk00l...g000sh...fast...listenin t0 l0ts 0f s0ngs...wu ding f0r nite..t0t 0f p0p...haas...kute lil`ll kid at tat tym...
d0n kn0e wadx t0 say le...g0nna t0 sh0wer and r0t le...c0z n0b0dy 0nline t0 crab wibb...yupp...haas...recived msg fr0m yuan..askin miie t0 tk care...c0z i`m sick and habb s weak b0dy...t0uched...realli...i l0ve my gerfrdds l0ts....i d0...=))
-all d best t0 my fell0w squadmate....s0 fast...we`re nc0 le...tym flies...fiz tym preparing f0r a camp...can see tat we`re realli puttin in eff0rt f0r tiz...lik 0ur y0nglin...bery stress...th0ugh we d0 quarrel...but we`re still a squad...tings will be fine after the camp....h0pe everyting will be sm00th...den d0n kn0e dey will get t0 slp ma...y0nglin w0rse 0ne..sure wun get enuff slp de...haas...i wan t0 spend tiz 3 days wisely...c0z i kn0e it will pass bery fast...n0...is bery bery bery fast....d0n wan it t0 pass s0 fast man.... cherish the tym! 0ley squad!!!!!
0ley r0x!!!
-as f0r myself...still tat sad....yyup..listenin t0 the reas0n...hmmm...widh t0 tell u tat...budden d0n tink s0 much ba...enjoy myself at camp can lia0s...h0pe tat miie tiz failure wun cry durin tiz camp...yes...realli...
wishin up0n the stars.....
n0thin t0 say
hmmm...neber bl0g f0r quite l0ng f0r b0th bl0g lia0s....life is still the same...ish juz tat bery busy...c0z leisure camp is c0ming...which is tmr...s0 fast...tat tym is 17 days m0re t0 the camp but n0w...is juz tmr....yyeahs...den tiz week everyday after sk00l 0s0 np...np and np...yyeahs...den is lik hmmm....tmr is the camp lia0s...bu xiang s0 fast jiu camp....c0z camp tym flies...d0n wan t0 habb such sh0rt m0ment...yuppie....
ytd went t0 mall t0 buy bbq stuff den went walk walk and play play....budden i neber t0n...c0z fri nite i t0n until 6 in d m0rning and sum0re i n0t feelin well lerrs...s0 decided t0 walk h0me fr0m upper c0urt de bust0p all al0ne? yingx bec0me s0 brave sia...haas....den reach h0me i juz r0t and st0ne awhile and went t0 bed...t00 tired...
tmr is the camp....hmmm....n0t l00kin f0rward actualli...d0n kn0e well....maybe sick ba...g0t flu,c0ugh,s0re th0art....yupp...den is lik...0s0 feelin sad...c0z after camp...will the squad be as 0ne? my squad hab been quarrellin and crying 0ver the camp stuff....hais...i d0n wan my squad t0 be separate....yes...we might be attitude t0 0ne an0ther and we d0 care f0r the rest?
listenin t0 w0 nan gu0...g0t l0ts 0f meaning t0 miie...and i g0nna t0 burn int0 disc f0r ap nite...h0pe we will w0rk t0gether as 0ne tmr...we`ll n0t kana tekan by ci and we`ll n0t be slack? h0pe s0...
w0rried abt campfire nite...habin such v0ice n0w h0w t0 survive durin camp....g00sh....hmmmm....felt tat....th0ugh sumtym i d0 hate u but when i see until u i d0n kn0e why i juz cant bring myself t0 hate u...and bside hatin u hmmm...ya...private...yyeahs....g0in t0 sh0wer and g0in t0 grandma hse...mum ask miie t0 st0p 0ne m0nth tuiti0n fiz...yyeahs....den t0day is grandpa bday...s0 will be celebratin it...gtg...bl0g t0nite after i habb pack finish my bag....
ihateyouforeverbutijuzcantbringtatexpressioninfrontofyouimyselfosodonknoewhy
ytd went t0 mall t0 buy bbq stuff den went walk walk and play play....budden i neber t0n...c0z fri nite i t0n until 6 in d m0rning and sum0re i n0t feelin well lerrs...s0 decided t0 walk h0me fr0m upper c0urt de bust0p all al0ne? yingx bec0me s0 brave sia...haas....den reach h0me i juz r0t and st0ne awhile and went t0 bed...t00 tired...
tmr is the camp....hmmm....n0t l00kin f0rward actualli...d0n kn0e well....maybe sick ba...g0t flu,c0ugh,s0re th0art....yupp...den is lik...0s0 feelin sad...c0z after camp...will the squad be as 0ne? my squad hab been quarrellin and crying 0ver the camp stuff....hais...i d0n wan my squad t0 be separate....yes...we might be attitude t0 0ne an0ther and we d0 care f0r the rest?
listenin t0 w0 nan gu0...g0t l0ts 0f meaning t0 miie...and i g0nna t0 burn int0 disc f0r ap nite...h0pe we will w0rk t0gether as 0ne tmr...we`ll n0t kana tekan by ci and we`ll n0t be slack? h0pe s0...
w0rried abt campfire nite...habin such v0ice n0w h0w t0 survive durin camp....g00sh....hmmmm....felt tat....th0ugh sumtym i d0 hate u but when i see until u i d0n kn0e why i juz cant bring myself t0 hate u...and bside hatin u hmmm...ya...private...yyeahs....g0in t0 sh0wer and g0in t0 grandma hse...mum ask miie t0 st0p 0ne m0nth tuiti0n fiz...yyeahs....den t0day is grandpa bday...s0 will be celebratin it...gtg...bl0g t0nite after i habb pack finish my bag....
ihateyouforeverbutijuzcantbringtatexpressioninfrontofyouimyselfosodonknoewhy
Friday, March 04, 2005
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
i`m numb and i`m missin euu l0ts! ='((
hmmm...bl0ggin...went t0 sk00l as usual...sk00l ish still the same...n0thin special happened...yuppie...after sk00l g0t meeting...hais...sad t0 see dem quarrel....we`re 0ne squad....why muz we quarrel 0ver lil`ll things...few m0re m0nths we`re g0in t0 pass up lia0s...u wan the tears tat r0w d0wn fr0m ur eyes is full 0f frddship 0r full 0f hatred and regrets....i 0f c0z will cry due t0 the frddship that i habb wibb my squadmates...
den g0 c0usell ben...haas...yu gu0 tian qing...yuppie...meetin until 4plus...rush h0me...frdd c0me my hse awhile...den went backie t0 sk00l again...c0z meetin ppl...den t0k abt thing in sk00l...den after that went t0 mall t0 makan...yyeahs...t0k abt l0ts 0f stuff...s0s0 ba...
hmmm...yuppie...after tat went h0me...yuppie...n0t the usual self...c0z didn`t realli t0k t0 euu...n0t lik the last tym we`ll j0ke ar0und and t0k k0k al0ts....maybe is due t0 tat incidient and tat msg ba...i juz nag at euu abt ahem ahem 0nli la...yyeahs...tk t00 much n0rt g00d...yyeahs...
tml after sk00l i`m stayin back in sk00l!!! yyeahs...c0z havin campcraft...budden tiz batch i habb n0 feeling...c0z i juz g0 dere see 0nli...g0nna t0 wear my campcrft t-shirt... yyeahs...=)) nth esle...tiz fri g0t training...0nli l00kin t0wards f0r my frdd instead 0f the training ba....
i miss th0se days that miie and euu habb t0gether...i miss it l0ts...
i wan the tears durin p0p and farewell party is due to the frddshipp that i d0n bear instead 0f regrets...
i wan back th0se days...but it`s juz a history...it is n0t c0ming back anym0re...
i miss euu l0ts...lesser msg and lesser t0k fr0m euu...hais...i miss euu l0ts....
((_y/ng_)) i wanna t0 be the hand y0u nid t0 h0ld and u`ll nv walk al0ne. i pr0mise (( _gerrard_ ))
den g0 c0usell ben...haas...yu gu0 tian qing...yuppie...meetin until 4plus...rush h0me...frdd c0me my hse awhile...den went backie t0 sk00l again...c0z meetin ppl...den t0k abt thing in sk00l...den after that went t0 mall t0 makan...yyeahs...t0k abt l0ts 0f stuff...s0s0 ba...
hmmm...yuppie...after tat went h0me...yuppie...n0t the usual self...c0z didn`t realli t0k t0 euu...n0t lik the last tym we`ll j0ke ar0und and t0k k0k al0ts....maybe is due t0 tat incidient and tat msg ba...i juz nag at euu abt ahem ahem 0nli la...yyeahs...tk t00 much n0rt g00d...yyeahs...
tml after sk00l i`m stayin back in sk00l!!! yyeahs...c0z havin campcraft...budden tiz batch i habb n0 feeling...c0z i juz g0 dere see 0nli...g0nna t0 wear my campcrft t-shirt... yyeahs...=)) nth esle...tiz fri g0t training...0nli l00kin t0wards f0r my frdd instead 0f the training ba....
i miss th0se days that miie and euu habb t0gether...i miss it l0ts...
i wan the tears durin p0p and farewell party is due to the frddshipp that i d0n bear instead 0f regrets...
i wan back th0se days...but it`s juz a history...it is n0t c0ming back anym0re...
i miss euu l0ts...lesser msg and lesser t0k fr0m euu...hais...i miss euu l0ts....
((_y/ng_)) i wanna t0 be the hand y0u nid t0 h0ld and u`ll nv walk al0ne. i pr0mise (( _gerrard_ ))
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
. . . d0wn . . .
yuppie...hmmm...d0n kn0e whyy after ytd de incident i`m realli d0wn..t0talli...yes..it is...went t0 sk00l as usual...den less0n is as usual...is still tat b0rin...yyeahs....budden miss tan neber c0me...h0h0...shi0k...2 hrs 0f maths free peri0d...budden she gibb hmwk...wh0le clz was d0in...fiz tym see until such scene sia...wh0le clz will d0 hmwk when the teacher ish 0n mc..guai man...haas...=xXx...i 0f c0z g0t d0...den chi 0s0 free peri0d c0z triple "L" went f0r the sec 2 camp...3 hrs 0f free peri0d t0day l0..bery shi0k...hees....
den after sk00l came h0me..sh0wer lia0s jiu slp lerrs..realli v.tired....yuppie...w0ke at 0nli at 7plus...den d0 f&n...d0 until n0w...my mind map is drawn 0n the paper instead 0f the c0m...tml teacher g0nna t0 use li0n r0ar t0 r0ar at miie lerrs man...haas...d0n care...g0nna t0 slp s00n...
iya...strugglin tiz few days..depressi0n....hais...shld i say 0r shld i n0t say..n0t askin c0mments f0r mr c0w...haas...askin him f0r help...shld tell 0r shld n0t? think hard...
`i dream...
den after sk00l came h0me..sh0wer lia0s jiu slp lerrs..realli v.tired....yuppie...w0ke at 0nli at 7plus...den d0 f&n...d0 until n0w...my mind map is drawn 0n the paper instead 0f the c0m...tml teacher g0nna t0 use li0n r0ar t0 r0ar at miie lerrs man...haas...d0n care...g0nna t0 slp s00n...
iya...strugglin tiz few days..depressi0n....hais...shld i say 0r shld i n0t say..n0t askin c0mments f0r mr c0w...haas...askin him f0r help...shld tell 0r shld n0t? think hard...
`i dream...
Sunday, February 13, 2005
da0 dai....
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HAPPY NEW YEAR~ =)
yyeahs....already quite a few day 0f cny celebrati0n lerrs...yuppie....sae abt ytd ba...slpt at 0nli 4 plus in dm0rning and w0ke at 12plus...makan abit...sh0wer...d0 up all the stuff and went t0 fl0wer b0ii hse...yuppiie...play black jack 0ver dere...tiz year realli cann0t gamble sia...l0se....haas...den g0t makan steamb0at 0s0...and tat fl0wer b0ii`s dad is cute huh...haas....he say fl0wer b0ii kip disturb miie ytd m0rnin at 3plus ah...haas....den dey g0 tell his dad tat my didi ish my k0rk0r...duhs...yuppie...den at 4plus i went 0ver t0 my g0dma hse...yyeahs...every year 0s0 the same...ppl m0untain ppl sea...haas....g0 dere lia0s r0t awhile den g0dfather ji0 ppl t0 plae blkac jack...haas....at fiz win abt 10 plus...budden l0se...hhaas....nvm....cny 0nce a year 0nli...plae black jack wibb my g0dfather is bery funnie l0...hhaas...sh0ut wadx n0. jiu wadx n0...shi0k!!!! haas=) den 7plus m0ve back t0 fl0wer b0ii de hse....deyplae mahj0ng den after tat black jack again...neber plae...juz c0mbine bet and plae a few r0unds...n0t bad is wadx i can say...c0z win a few r0und...plae until 10 plus dey jiu g0 h0me lerrs...den left miie,fl0wer b0ii and xin de...called mummy t0 ask whether an bring dem t0 g0dma hse ma... den dey sae can...s0 went 0ver t0 g0dma hse...
0n d way dere bery funnie lo0.....miie fell d0wn...den d0 split...i was sittin d0wn dere and luff and luff lik crazy ger l0....den dey 0s0 n0 gentleman 0ne l0....juz stand dere and luff at miie 0nli...hhaas....reach g0dma hse gamble tym again...haas...tiz tym r0und again make g0dfather...all the n0. i sh0ut he 0s0 g0t it...h0h0...shi0k...play until v.high jiu shi leerrs...=)) enj0y it l0ts man...haas...den plae until 12plus...den crazy sister l0...kip make miie....sicken de sister...haas...den dens0n 0s0 dere makin mmie....den use tat drink de ting t0 fight wibb 0ne an0ther...haas...fun man....yyeahs...tat`s my saturday man...enj0y...yyeahs...h0w i wish tym can st0p sia...yyeahs...dreamin again...haas...tat`s wadx i said t0 my g0father ytd...yuppie...
tml ish valentine day...h0h0...dateless...g0nna t0 get s0me ting...yuppie...den my f0ne 00s 0ne yr lerrs...s0 fast man....tym fly real fast...hee...yeahs...end here le ba...
`i dream....
`waitin f0r ya....
0n d way dere bery funnie lo0.....miie fell d0wn...den d0 split...i was sittin d0wn dere and luff and luff lik crazy ger l0....den dey 0s0 n0 gentleman 0ne l0....juz stand dere and luff at miie 0nli...hhaas....reach g0dma hse gamble tym again...haas...tiz tym r0und again make g0dfather...all the n0. i sh0ut he 0s0 g0t it...h0h0...shi0k...play until v.high jiu shi leerrs...=)) enj0y it l0ts man...haas...den plae until 12plus...den crazy sister l0...kip make miie....sicken de sister...haas...den dens0n 0s0 dere makin mmie....den use tat drink de ting t0 fight wibb 0ne an0ther...haas...fun man....yyeahs...tat`s my saturday man...enj0y...yyeahs...h0w i wish tym can st0p sia...yyeahs...dreamin again...haas...tat`s wadx i said t0 my g0father ytd...yuppie...
tml ish valentine day...h0h0...dateless...g0nna t0 get s0me ting...yuppie...den my f0ne 00s 0ne yr lerrs...s0 fast man....tym fly real fast...hee...yeahs...end here le ba...
`i dream....
`waitin f0r ya....
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Sunday, February 06, 2005
(( _ fiz bl0g_ ))
haas...after s0 l0ng finalli i can use bl0gps0t le man...update f0t0s at xanga dere...budden is l0ng tym ag0 de f0t0s...is 0rietati0n de...k00l....finalli can update here lerrs....hmmm...day were as usual...ytd went f0r flag day...manage t0 get ppl t0 d0nate...budden half a b0ttle 0nli...yuppie...i did my best lerrs...after tat went t0 j8...g0t a skirt again...yupp...after tat came h0me and rest...tired after a day 0f walkin and standing ar0und....
t0day...ltr g0in f0r tuit0n lerrs....yuppie....neber g0 f0r tuiti0n f0r such a l0ng tym lia0s...s0...yuppie..muz c0ncentrate...den t0nite d0 all the hmwks...al0ts l0...see lia0s jiu sianz...yyeas....cny is r0und the c0rner...k00l man..l00kin f0rward t0 it...yes....tat`s all f0r e days....
`i dream....
`l00kin int0 the future and puttin d0wn the past....
`w0rkin hard....
t0day...ltr g0in f0r tuit0n lerrs....yuppie....neber g0 f0r tuiti0n f0r such a l0ng tym lia0s...s0...yuppie..muz c0ncentrate...den t0nite d0 all the hmwks...al0ts l0...see lia0s jiu sianz...yyeas....cny is r0und the c0rner...k00l man..l00kin f0rward t0 it...yes....tat`s all f0r e days....
`i dream....
`l00kin int0 the future and puttin d0wn the past....
`w0rkin hard....
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